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Thoughts on first class

I was supposed to start my spiritual journey last year but life happened and I didn't attend classes anymore. I didn't lose faith but I allowed work to become my primary focus. However, I was struggling internally. Loneliness can be brutal if you are not strong. The feeling of isolation, no one being there for you, no one to hold you, no one to say you will be okay, etc. etc.. I rarely check my email but last week I opened my email and saw I was automatically enrolled in the new session and the focus would be on ACTS. I took this as a sign to begin my alignment with GOD. I pray every night and thank him every morning for awaking me however still feel I am missing something. I can't tell what but as with anything in life, I took this as a sign to start my journey despite my hesitancy. I entered the classroom like a small child attending school for the first time. Nervous and scared. I sat patiently watching as each of the ladies enter the room seeing I could find a connec
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Day 1 to my spiritual journey and realignment on life

2019 has been a roller coaster and I write to release. I have not written for six months and what once bought me solace had became my pain. It has been almost 2.5 years since I posted and reflected back to my entry on January 31, 2017 talking about the love of my life. As I prepared for my first bible study fellowship, I opened my bible to a letter I wrote to my ex stating how we will need to work hard to align us. I found the letter first then several hours later found an old blog post from January 2017. Irony to say the least. My ex passed away suddenly from a stroke at 47 years old. He was alone and was found several days after it occurred. Words can not express this profound feeling that is still within me but I know I am here sharing my story for a reason. In hindsight, maybe finding both of these on the first day of my spiritual journey is a testimony to my strength. I have not mourned his death yet because I have had to be strong for all around me. For the first time in six mo
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